DeepSummary
Speaker A describes being in a depressive state where he felt numb and couldn't feel appreciation for anything in his life. After journaling and self-reflection, he realized this stemmed from not feeling appreciated by others and questioning his own value. He felt hurt by people who didn't appreciate his caring nature and concluded that LA is a shallow place that values superficial things like fame and money over genuine human connection.
Speaker A explains that he wants to be valued for his heart and caring nature, not superficial achievements. He recognizes two types of people: those who lead with logic and those who lead with their heart like himself. In LA, his caring nature was seen as inconvenient, making him question aspects of his personality. He feels relieved to gain this self-awareness and plans to give his heart to himself rather than others who don't deserve it.
Speaker A expresses his dislike for LA, calling it useless for someone like him who values genuine human connection over superficial success. He feels isolated there and can't wait to leave once his business is done. However, he realizes that LA's value depends on what one seeks - for those wanting fame and money, it offers plenty, but for him seeking authentic bonds, it has nothing to offer.
Key Episodes Takeaways
- Feeling consistently unappreciated by others can lead to questioning one's own self-worth.
- Different people value different things, so how one is treated does not necessarily reflect one's inherent value.
- Living in an environment that does not align with one's core values can be detrimental to mental health and self-perception.
- Self-love and appreciating oneself is crucial when external validation is lacking.
- Leading with logic rather than emotion may be necessary when surrounded by people who do not value emotional depth.
- Superficial markers of success like money and fame do not equal genuine human connection and fulfillment.
- Protecting one's caring nature from those who cannot or choose not to appreciate it is an act of self-preservation.
- Sometimes distancing oneself from people and environments that do not serve one's highest good is necessary for growth.
Top Episodes Quotes
- “Appreciate things for fucking what? There's none for me.“ by Speaker A
- “I want to be recognized for the person that I am, not the things that I have.“ by Speaker A
- “But my heart is in a suitcase, not here. I did not walk back into LA this time with my heart. There's not a single motherfucker left here that's gonna be able to stab it or mistreat it or not appreciate it. You're not gonna fucking see it in this city.“ by Speaker A
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Episode Information
Aware & Aggravated
Leo Skepi
3/3/24
In this episode Leo talks about his recent breakthrough that pulled him out of his worst depressive episode yet. He talks about questioning yourself, validating yourself, and a major block to it. He also revels all the reasons he truly HATES Los Angeles.
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